Nahja Mora - Crystal Rot Hybrid Lyrics

I used to sleep in dreams, you know
Kiss you like feathers
I turned my back on all that
Said i always wanted to
I used to find wonder and light
Definition sublime

Tides they come and go
Can't shake off this cold
Shadows only tease me
Silhouettes are only dreams
Silently, surely, it all rots away

Reflection in my eyes is hollow now
So stale, too gone

It's not fair now
All the things you wanted are buried in the dirt
Dissolving

The time is now, do you feel it,
The king is dead, can you stand
This is the time, rise up
Poise your force, will it, make it real
Tell your truth, kill them all
Kill them dead
Throw it all away

Way in the back of the space again
In the hole where I keep all my violence
Thinking hard on the river and
Why I let myself drown. foster the growth
Just to cut it out of the body in a veneered
Display of simple avoidance
As if that ever was the way forward
It's just the way to die

But maybe
That's what I'm after
Is it what I'm after?
Maybe so
I just, I just
I don't have the answer
I just
Carry
The load