Time wasted on my personal disease
Can't escape the claws that wretch my soul
Tearing the fabric of reality
Distorted thought
Lost memories
Rip apart my oxygen
Asphyxiate to reach the sky
Waiting for my time to fly
But there is no God that I'll meet tonight
Every day, it's always the same
No one to blame
Can't see myself
No one here to save my soul
Nowhere to reach, and nowhere to go
Lost inside my own world
Can't escape this downward spiral
Can't wait for this story to end
Can't wait for this dream to begin
Cause every day, it's always the same
No one to blame, can't see myself
No one here to save my soul
Nowhere to reach, and nowhere to go
Poisoning my brain
Drive myself insane
Cannot feel the pain
Until I'm lost
Cannot find my head
Sometimes wish I was dead
Don't know which way to be lead
Can't control my thoughts
Broken every law
Don't know where the hell I'm at
Without stimulation, no life
No modulation, no light
Never can I get it right
Another day, another night
Cannot win the inner fight
Kill the body to release the soul
But can you tell me what I'm supposed to find?
How long before I realize,
I've lost all that I've never had?