Nairrad Benjamin - Mood Swings Lyrics

Waiting on my moment very patiently
I can't can't get break can't even take a knee
Going overseas on a shopping spree
I come from the ghetto that's a lot to me

I know they gone hate and they gone plot on me
I won't be a victim to a robbery
Turn a 211 to a Murder Scene
Make you think twice before you twice before you try to scheme
I lost my brother i been going through alot of things
Taking these drugs everyday I'm tryna hide the pain
Up and down lately I been having mood swings
I just want some of the peace that I heard money bring

I leave out my dirty laundry for the world to see
In my eyes I don't see anyone as worse me
Every woman i had said i loved her perfectly
Hate admitting when I'm hurting this a first to me
I Used to drive to see Kimberly out in Marrieta
She never came out to the city said her dad won't let her
Random message from Baylee I'm thinkin should text her
Few Hours later i got Baylee in a full Nelson
You can't talk about the hurt unless you ever felt it
She said I hurt her and I'm feeling like I couldn't help it
My momma told me it's okay to be selfish
My momma keep on telling me to be careful

I know they gone hate and they gone plot on me
I won't be a victim to a robbery
Turn a 211 to a Murder Scene
Make you think twice before you twice before you try to scheme
I lost my brother i been going through a lot of things
Taking these drugs everyday I'm tryna hide the pain
Up and down lately I been having mood swings
I just want some of the peace that i heard money bring

Staying to myself how i usually be
All that switching teams yall do confusing me
I be ducked off when they search for me
Telling strangers my location that's a first to me
I been trying to change my life I'm doing surgery
Cold Turkey on the things that are not first to me
Family and the music got me tunnel vision
Two Four brought the beat and I just paint the image
Im really in the game this not a scrimmage
It aint no surprise yeah we really wit it
I just say my truth I am not pretending
On everything I love I'm getting sentimental

I know they gone hate and they gone plot on me
I won't be a victim to a robbery
Turn a 211 to a Murder Scene
Make you think twice before you twice before you try to sceme
I lost my brother i been going through alot of things
Taking these drugs everyday I'm tryna hide the pain
Up and down lately I been having mood swings
I just want some of the peace that i heard money bring