Caught in a haze where I can not see
It keeps me sheltered from my dreams
That burning taste it sets me free
Leads me away from reality
Please leave me be I want to hide here in the shadows
No room for comfort. Feed the beast or kill the monster
I wanna wake up, wanna feel the mourning broken
Have he past be washed away
I need to see the truth to find the words unspoken
Go forward not be led astray
Fearing only what I feel
Liquid courage for the tears
Disconnect myself from me
Keep me numb I can not feel
Don't want to be reminded by the break of morning light
A crude awakening to affliction. A wasted life
I wanna wake up, wanna feel the mourning broken
Have he past be washed away
I need to see the truth to find the words unspoken
Go forward not be led astray
Deception
Destruction
What will this be?
The reason
The result
My own tragedy
I pretend it's all unreal
Denying what is me
Can not change what I've become
Nothing more can be done
Temptation of relief it leads to self¬destruction
A path I chose to take but never did I question
I wanna wake up