Naomi Bergeson - the contract Lyrics

Lately I've been thinking how to change
Guess I'm starting to realize the effect
Of insecurity hurting my self image
And slowly bringing me down till I have nothing left

I'm tired of being restrained by my fear
That everyone hates me here

How does one rearrange what's inside?
And become the person only fantasized?
Cause I'm tryna do better
Trying not to lose focus
Keep a positive mindset and not tell it lies
I want my life back
But I signed a contract written by trauma

Broken trust is not a maturity thing
Don't think you have to be old to see that clearly
When getting let down becomes reoccurring
You start to question all sincerity

But I'm tired of being restrained by my fear
That everyone is out to get me here

So how does one rearrange what's inside?
And become the person only fantasized?
Cause I'm tryna do better
Trying not to lose focus
Keep a positive mindset and not tell it lies
I want my life back
But I signed a contract written by trauma
Trauma
Trauma

Oh I don't wanna run and hide
From any punishment I get not following your demand
Hope everybody can learn from this
Stop with the pen in hand
Don't sign it
Don't sign it
Don't sign your life away

I want my life back
So I'm tearing apart the contract written by trauma