To Whom It May Concern (feat. Quez Cantrell & Starlito) Video (MV)

They like Narleyy where you been
Why you ain't rapped in a minute
How the f*ck you gone ask me that
And ain't ask how I was feeling
Or how a nigga was dealing
With all the pain that I been through
This ain't no usual feeling
This ain't no usual healing
See I'm going on twenty-eight
It's been unusual twenties
My nigga ain't twenty-five
And the judge just gave him a twenty
My cousin just got a 10 piece
My other cousin serving a sixteen
They all had big dreams
And I'm the only one that's on the big screen
Fell out with my brother and it hurt cause we had history
Still love that nigga so I don't speak on how he did me
Cause if I did everybody gone feel me
And try to play both sides
And switch it up when they ain't near me
They think I'm a damn fool
They probably think that
I'm that same nigga from damn school
But that lil nigga grew up to make some damn moves
And I'd love to see you try to wear these damn shoes
I make a honest living
I ain't got nothing to damn prove
Working for the news and still struggle to buy my damn food
They think it's cool
They think I make what they dad do
I probably do so I guess I ain't doing too bad fool
Just called my mama she say your cousin done passed dude
I called to tell her happy birthday
She said thank you baby but I got some bad news
He overdosed on fentanyl, it was sad too
Cause last time that we talked I had to talk to him bad fool
If money the root of evil then why they be saying cash rules
Never understood how nigga fumble the bad too
They painted their own picture and made me out to be the bad dude
I guess that's what I get for giving people my last fool
For giving nigga my last fool
To who it may concern, I really been in a bad mood
I really been in a bad mood
This shit really my life
And this shit been whooping my ass fool
I wish that I could let shit go as easy as I hold it
Collect resources from the sun I must be solar
Weight on my back, my chest on my shoulders
And I don't drop it there's no way I'll move forward
I been stuck in this place so long I think I'm growing weeds
Sit in that shit too long they want tell you, you stink
Soul so dirty cleanse it in the tub and the sink
But the freedom bring me peace gotta let it ring
Think I'm getting back on track I got my life in sync
With the source I mean but not the magazine
Can't even feel this gasoline pass the kerosine
At your front door with hammers singing like we Caroline
Playing it safe had a nigga choosing careful dreams
Followed the internet advice and built a life of meme
Sometimes I gotta ask myself what is life
It seems like every night
We going back and forth between nightmares and dreams
Cause this can't be life
Struggle with discernment like he can't be right
Fool a nigga once shit it can't be twice
I been trying to be kind shit I can't be nice
They try to take that shit for a weakness
You already knew that I peeped it
Made man in my city if we speaking
Of legacy and loyalty
Bloodline royaly, just trying to live life joyously
To who it may concern
Wearing a fake smile, dealing with addiction
I don't even know what's real life been feeling like it's fiction
I been chilling and these scars supposed to healed up
But they didn't, I'll be alright
Maybe not but really what's the difference
Tryna figure out life as a public figure
Every other night it's a couple of cups of liquor
Slurred words as I struggle to deliver
Hope that I ain't f*cking up my liver
I admit I love her but I won't forgive her
I got some nerve when I consider how I did her
Resentment plus spite you got the right to be bitter
Something like an apostle how I be writing these scriptures
Close your eyes and listen
And you might could see the picture
Insightful but conflicted on the mic seeking redemption
Yea, this feels like an intervention
I'm in the spotlight but don't like all the attention
To who it may concern