Narrowgate - Waiting Lyrics

So this is it, huh? Nah, I got mixed emotions
Cause I'm excited for what's next, but I don't wanna go yet
Peter Parker, yeah I'm still tryna prove myself
But I'm scared that I'm gon' make it, then I'm gonna lose myself
I'm sorry, no this is just a crazy time
I'm sorry, I get all up in my mind, yeah
I'm sorry, I been selfish on my grind, just
Gimme some time and, it'll be alright, yeah
I'mma try to be makin' moves, yeah just like Cassel said
But tonight, you know that I'mma be a tassel-head
But it's gonna take some time before I really make it
So I guess I'll be waiting
Yeah

Graduation, crazy time of celebration
But the blur is over, so now it's time for contemplation
A friend told me I'm the reason she's pursuing her art
Another gave me a list of verses, for when my heart
Was feeling overwhelmed, or when my mind needs some saving
And man, no she don't know what that means to me
Cause you all watch me, but I'm not what I seem to be
No, Steffi told me it's okay for me to not be okay
Miss Anne said "Follow God, then you've got it made"
But it's gonna take some time before I really make it
So I guess I'll be waiting
Yeah

Let me out
I'm getting sick and tired of this all, so I can't wait to be heading out
Yeah, go to Indy, cut the hair, cut the lights, take a break
Come back a new man, rest in peace, Narrowgate
Tried to get back in the game, but it didn't feel right
"If it's forced, it ain't good," yeah those are words to live by
Got so many things that I'm trying to finish up
I'm starting to say goodbye, this time is really tough
It's weird to think about the fact that I'll never come back
I mean, of course I will, but it'll be a minute 'fore that
I've met a lot of people, and I've made so many memories
But all they can say is, "When you're famous, remember me?
So maybe I will, maybe I won't, who knows?
No I made a list of day-ones, and I'mma keep them close
Nah Andi, Lilly, Tyler, Katie, Jonny, Darby, Georgia
It helps you sleep at night when you know you got people for you
When you got people with, cause that's something else entirely
Helps me keep working, when the process is tiring
But it's gonna take some time before I really make it
So I guess we'll be waiting
Yeah