Nata - Process Lyrics

Yea
I know that I
Gotta give up my pride
Cus I can't keep going through this every night
I know that I'm going through a process
But it keeps messing up my conscious
Huh
I gotta pick up the phone
G O D calling again, again, again
But nobody's home
I just been stuck in a den the way I be lying (lion)
Straight to the bone
The closer you get to religion the closer you get to throwing them stones
Wait oh no
If I speak up on it, things get rocky like Stallone
Religion got us thinking that we're meant to be alone
You can't make mistakes cus then that means you get disowned
No place to call a home
Ok! When I was 13, I was running far from God
I didn't go to church, cus it felt more just like a job
Went to church to leave my burdens, but came out with more on top
And Everybody judging, I felt stuck inside a box
Yea
Tell me one more time what my purpose is
Got too many problems man I think I'm bouta quit
Always had a problem with religion since a kid
Don't leave me alone
I don't know where to go
I gotta let you know
I'm picking up the phone
To the only person
That can heal this heart of stone
I know that I
Gotta give up my pride
Cus I can't keep going through this every night
I know that I'm going through a process
But it keeps messing up my conscious
Ok
I almost lost myself
Huh
Hating the fact failed
Huh
Was doing this for the wrong reason, was focused on fame and I needed wealth
Huh
I was suck inside of jail
Huh
No one could post up my bail
Huh
Then you came into my life and showed me that I could drink out of your well huh
You've been calling my phone
I gotta pick it up
But I been scared of your purpose
Then You say it's been long enough
You've been calling my phone
I gotta pick it up
Was blaming you for the hurt I felt
Back then when I was stuck
I know that I
Gotta give up my pride
Cus I can't keep going through this every night
I know that I'm going through a process
But it keeps messing up my conscious