[ Featuring Amaury Love ]
Ive been on a roll on my own under pressure
Feelings getting serious too much to measure
Everything is changing I can feel it all around me
Soul is getting deeper under water, yes it sounds deep
Blessings overflowing, undergoing anxiety
Exhausted but Im still in pursuit, they admire it
But yet underneath it all
Demons they surrounding me
The only thing that's keeping me is Gods favor that keeps guiding me
This liquor got me emotional sorry if Im upset
Ive been working they dont acknowledge the effort that Ive been putting in, these sleepless nights that Im having
And all the years that I gave it seems that its taken for granted
Yo, Nat aint it funny when we started off as the underdog
They supported cause it seemed far fetched
Now they see you progress and they fall back and detract
Because they see something in you that got them feeling they lack
Yeah, just cause Im winning dont mean you lose
I only see clear skies because of blues
Deciphering the liars from the truth
The only ones important persuading my point of views
This effort lasting forever
I aint stuntin the oppressor they know ill be their successor
Nothing but pressure, I done gave it my all you know the
Winner coming after the fall
I say, give love, be love and be loved but naw
People choose an illusion and end up forging falls
Digging their own ditches f*cking up bridges all the tags and mentions
Having my attention that was their decisions
Its always based off some peers
Talking out their neck, decide to live out their fears
Then tryna ego check, when they need to check themselves
Some people really care but yall can go to hell now
They werent seeing so clear
But if i said it, then I meant it everything was real
But they sabotage and sway and make their own commands
Its time to cut the grass but yall dont understand
Their version of me morphed them into morphines
Adjusting to their needs, they were feeding off of me
And I aim to please but instead of shooting some scenes they end up taking shots at me, and entitlement is real, it triumphs the bigger picture then causes loss then builds, and people be inconsiderate wanting all the deals but none of the work that comes with it asking for all the gems
My conclusion is that illusion always seems to win, even if you give the keys they want the Benz, not realizing the Benz aint all that its cracked up to be, You wanting what I have but you aint have to be NC
Ive been on a roll on my own under pressure
You aint have to be, feelings getting serious too much to measure
Ive been on a roll on my own under pressure
You aint have to be, me