Nate Carl - Exons Lyrics

Never really hiding anything
F*ck my reputation
Never really tried with anything
Just my education
Getting by without any singing
Think its better this way
Sit in dismay visiting any occasion

Made it on my own volition
Go state it I know my business
Though payment in no position
The blanket Im holding stripped then
Vacation is over isnt it
Sucks the way they seem to just pity
Really they lovin the shame and humility in me

The city gritty but I think the people are nice
These words live in me
Give em to you demon or sprites
From the first evening Id seen her
I knew I needed to diver deeper in meaning
Enlighten me I'm a dreamer
Yeah we were meeting the hype

Deemed I needed it right now
She feeling alike
Hear them tell me to pipe down
I aint heed the advice
Never took it
You look and I give influence
But crooked Im stupid as f*ck in my music

Just do this for the fun
Wonder who I have become sometimes
She said its fine
When I replied I said she fine as f*ck
They say a dime a dozen of my songs are f*ckin hard
But to be honest I aint makin enough

Love or hate me
I just hope one day they pay me a buck
Attracted some back stabbers
Still found a way I could trust
New people crazy in love
Few evils maybe discussed
Soon seeing you on a regular basis
This time I'm making a bunch of it yeah

And now the pleasure aint punishment
Trust me the pleasure aint punishment
Get away where the sun is setting
Another way to tell you Im done regretting the pain
Im done letting it stay f*ck it
What a day wasnt it

Resided in self no crying for help
Now Im tryna tell if Im over it
Hesitant in disclosure
It's why I felt a bit lower since
I wasnt dealt with but so it is
So it be ce la vie

Know that she
Hold the keys in teeth
Clothed indecent
Just chose the beat
The flows a secret though
Go stream it
The broken pieces of my soul
Recorded on weekends
Speak openly no
Withholding the reasons yo

See it grow with style but not ears
Feel like a white lotus just trying to get lost here
I dine with a tall beer yup
Why deny the high that your'e riding is called fear huh

Call her mine and want that ass like
Where you at
It's why I never missed a class like
There you at
She want to know about my past yeah
It's fair to ask
But don't react when its bad
Thats the type to get married fast
Facts

Splish splash I dipped my toes in
It's like 85 sun will bake me quite golden
Spittin raps with my old friends
He said it made me kind of stressed when I told him to go in
So play nice no roasting

Until we started boasting yeah
And everything just got out of control quickly
Sometimes I feel so fine
And sometimes I feel so shitty

And now the pleasure aint
Ever going to leave me
They never gonna believe me
I dealt with the pressure and I already know that its greedy
But so are we both in love
Little hopeless and needy
Until you didnt know this was
Supposed to be easy

A fools gold isnt meaningful
When you're fulfilled by the people you trust yup
Some can see its deeper than love
I wear my heart on my sleeve
Seems they always want to feel or a touch