I said Im pivoting why
Such a frivolous time
The idea lifted and
See the ceiling is high
Seem appealing give it a try
Its likely the real meaning
Hidden in disguise
Apply the thesis feel its dry
Deny repeating the failure
Why I deal with it nightly
Its a learning opportunity
Why I fear what it might be
Facing all the scrutiny
But endear it so highly
Losing the touch of what I used to be
Careless what people might be thinking
Catch us on the weekend by pool
Likely drinking
Then up and down until its finally finished
As fine as he get it
The price be the limit
Tryna get on the clock
Really timely its tickin
The slimiest systems
Are no longer needed
A whole lot of pieces
Grow stronger when teaming
Show it all when I mean it
Wont install what you dreaming
Protocol better keep it
So involved its the plan to level up now
Flourished through the drama
Impressed that Im better somehow
You can cry as soon as the
Weather will calm the f*ck down
It sucks how I ducked down
And dodged nothing
Dumb founded
Upset but lucked out
This odd love has compounded
Smart enough to admit when
I make mistakes but
Its hard to miss when
Enlarging the target placed
A little bit stronger pace
To fit in at all
I was forgiving my self
Figured I give her a call
Didnt want it to wait
Stopped limiting help
Pivoting why
Such a frivolous time
The idea lifted and
See the ceiling is high
Seem appealing give it a try
Its likely the real meaning
Hidden in disguise
Apply the thesis feel its dry
Deny repeating the failure
Why I deal with it nightly
Its a learning opportunity
Why I fear what it might be
Facing all the scrutiny
But endear it so highly
Losing the touch of what I used to be
Careless what people might be thinking
Im pivoting why
Such a frivolous time
The idea lifted and
See the ceiling is high
Seem appealing give it a try
Its likely the real meaning
Hidden in disguise
Apply the thesis feel its dry
Deny repeating the failure
Why I deal with it nightly
Its a learning opportunity
Why I fear what it might be
Facing all the scrutiny
But endear it so highly
Losing the touch of what I used to be
Careless what people might be thinking
Finally got me free
From the plots and the schemes
Wear my heart on my sleeve
All my flaws can be seen
If you talking to me
Suggest to give respect
The shit I did to get it still affect me
When I sit to rest
If anything Im still invested
Better than I was before
But checking doesnt really test if
I built it to something more
A realist will come enduring
The feeling if youre informing it
Peel until it get serious
Deal with it when its boring
But know Ill never get
Tired of all these metaphors
Rather talk about this than
Fine bitches that get explored
By me
Open heaven doors lightly
Its really never forced
I see us always stepping forward
So many people are pawns
Gotta set the board
But I dont really wanna
The brain a muscle and its getting sore
It take a hustle to support
Let alone afford a place
They sell a fortress
I just take her on a date
Then love can get enormous