Nate Kay - Long Time Coming Lyrics

I've been dreaming
Of being carried away
From the pain I've been feeling
I want to be saved
And on these dreary days
My eyes won't leave this page
So please call my name
Before I'm too far away
It's been a long time coming
I've been afraid to behave
I need some time spent searching
Before my head is laid
My pieces are leaving me
Being picked up by strangers
And I can feel the danger
As though I must be contained
I'm losing track of what is real
I need some time to heal
But the past it haunts me now
And the only thing left to do
Is leave this town
It's been a long time coming
I've been afraid to behave
I need some time spent searching
Before my head is laid
And it's been so hard
To come to terms with
What I want, all I have
And what still needs to happen
Cause I didn't think I would get sucked in
But right about now, I'm glad I did
And at the end of the day
You'll never escape this
So what do I have to lose now?
I'm at the bottom of the top and
I still might not secure a slot
So am I supposed to
Sit back and ignore the fact that
I'm made for this?
F*ck that, let's get back to the basics
I'm coming out soon and
You're gonna feel wasted cause
It's been a long time coming
I've been afraid to behave
I need some time spent searching
Before my head is laid