Natee B - Ride or Die Lyrics

Supposed to be my brother, my ride or die
I looked for the change but it's not alive
I looked for the change but it's not alive
I know deep down you hurt on the inside
I was popping these pills just to get by
I started growing and it just changed my life
Expanding my mind now I think right
Last year I was thinking about suicide
I couldn't think right, I couldn't even cry
My family was worried but you know what we all say Ima' be alright
Lying right through my teeth, knowing I ain' right
I just don't wanna talk, I can't think right
Just a whole lotta shit running through my mind
Anxiety calling me every time
I gotta find ways to go use my time
To get my thoughts together before the night
I get overwhelmed in the night time
My demons start creeping, this ain't right
I just wanna feel better I pray to God
When you start growing know it come with change
People get it mistaken with change and growth
If you change on your people that means you fold
If you grow on your people that's different though
If you growing you can grow apart from someone
That don't mean you changed
And I mean that
I don't f*ck wit n*ggas for that reason
Except my n*ggas, yea, they see me
They understanding all my reasonings
Any confusions we gon seek
We figure it out with the reasonings
Supposed to be my brother, my ride or die
I looked for the change but it's not alive
I looked for the change but it's not alive
I know deep down you hurt on the inside
I was popping these pills just to get by
I started growing and then it just changed my life
Expanding my mind now I think right
Expanding my mind now I think right
I got exposed to light as a young kid
Shit that you never see coming
Niggas riding in the hood with a lil uzi
Me and my brother we had to act clueless
Deep down inside we thought we was gon' lose it
I told em' we gotta be calm can't be stupid
One day I'll be a star, my life is a movie
They want me to write a book about my life
I said I'm not gon' do it
Why should I write a book when I can express myself and my pain through all my music
You call me stupid I know what I'm doing
I sacrificed a lot just to be here
Real nigga I shedded a lot of tears
I had maneuver over all the obstacles
Things that you'd never think possible
I think for best but prepare for the worst (Prepare for the worst)
I found a diamond in the dirt
We ran from the cops we smoking the block
Take all the goodies stuff it in my sock
Had to get off the block, I felt the plot
F*ck all my opps, I hope they all rot
Ima' rock out I won't stop when I reach the top
Not what I was taught, if you gonna stop
Gon' head and kick rocks
Gon' head and go kick rocks
Tippy top top, my mans hold my Glock now
Police got block hot
Hop in whip and we pull off, don't make a sound we like Kim Impos' (Kim Impossible)
Shorty calling she like Hey Pa
She like Hey Pa
Supposed to be my brother, my ride or die
I looked for the change but it's not alive
I looked for the change but it's not alive
I know deep down you hurt on the inside
I was popping these pills just to get by
I started growing and then it just changed my life
Expanding my mind now I think right