Nathan Harms - Escape (Edit) Lyrics

I know you're worried
Wrote Depressed and Worthless
People tell me that I'm worth it
I hate that song
I wanna make it in music
But that isn't why I do it
I go through tons of pain
And this is how I get through it
I use it as an outlet
A stress reliever
Pain killer
If music is a drug
Then I'm the addict and the dealer
Up all night
I might overdose
I don't smoke
But this song is so dope
Takes my mind off all my stress
Yea this is how I cope
You tell me that you understand but I know that you don't
You tell me that you understand but I know that you don't
You tell me that you understand but you don't even know
You tell me that you understand but you don't even know
How can you know
This music is how I escape
It gets me through all the pain
I always have these days
Where I'm depressed and debate
If my life is worth it
Might give God my soul to take
If I'm gonna live to see another day
I gotta persevere through all this pain
Music's something I need to create
It's my escape
My superhero with no cape
My life has no meaning but it can still be saved
It's my escape
It's my escape
My escape
My escape
My escape
Don't see the point anymore
Gonna keep pushing
But my life feels like a chore
My life is a boat and I wanna go overboard
Sinking fast
Don't do lines of crack
But I create these lines that are hard to digest
Took years before people learned I was depressed
Fake it so well
Don't want them to learn of my stress
Say I need a therapist but that's not coming next
Life is a book so quit writing more text
A world with no music is a world where I'm dead
If I can't escape the pain, the floor will turn red
Only thing that's stopping me is people in my family going to my room to see that I am now deceased
I don't need them to bury me
They aren't worth abandoning
I act selfish, but I'm selfless
I'm helpless
Music is the only thing that's helped this
If I'm gonna live to see another day
I've gotta persevere through all this pain
Music's something I need to create
It's my escape
My superhero with no cape
My life has no meaning but it can still be saved
This music is how I escape
It gets me through all the pain
I always have these days
Where I'm depressed and debate
If my life is worth it
Might give God my soul to take
If I'm gonna live to see another day
I've gotta persevere through all this pain
Music's something I need to create
It's my escape
My superhero with no cape
My life has no meaning but it can still be saved
It's my escape
It's my escape
My escape
My escape
My escape