Nathan Joseph - Boy or Man Lyrics

I've been thinking about the future
If I ever was a father
I think I'd find it hard to do
You see, I'm still a child too
This what I wonder
If I ever had a lover
Could I ever know her soul
When I'm just getting used to knowing my own?
Time is flying by
I'm growing up but there's still a boy inside
I don't wanna get old
If that means leaving my soul behind
Living in the present
I've been living in tension
I don't where to stand
In between boy and man
I've been thinking about family
How could I ever be ready?
If I'm gonna raise someone else
Then I better start raising myself
Time is flying by
I'm growing up but there's still a boy inside
I don't wanna get old
If that means leaving my soul behind
I don't know where to stand
Living in an open land
In between boy and man
I don't even have a plan
Maybe I just can't let go
Of the little boy within these bones
Before he knows it he'll be old
I hope that he won't lose his soul