Spill Your Guts Video (MV)

My brain feels like a thousand pounds
For it's my thoughts that weight me down
Must find a method to unwind
Cuz I got have a lot racing in my mind
The gears that are grinding in my head
Are a constant reminder that I'm not dead
The fears that lay In my brain
Let me know shame, despair, And pain
Oh
Help me catch to my brain
Cuz it seems to have gotten away

I need someone to walk away
So that I can make you stay
I need someone who plays the game
Cuz pleasure and pain are one in the same
I need someone to walk away
So that I can make you stay
I need someone who plays the game
Cuz pleasure and pain are one in the same

I'll split myself in two
So you will always have me with you
I'll spill my guts for you
Cut my stomach and hand you my truth

Hey
Hey
I need you to
Stay
Stay

Weak heart but my minds strong
Blurred lines between right and wrong
Isn't this what you've been asking for
Call this a comeback as I burst through the back door
Look, I'm not tryin be someone that I'm not
It's just that right now that someone is the only friend I got
Peace in my mind and true happiness is all that I've sought
It's true
But I'd rather do anything you ask me to
Scorch myself on the back burner for you
I'd even spill my own guts for you
Look me up and down and eat with your eyes
Keep your eye on the prize and just eat me alive

I need someone to walk away
So that I can make you stay
I need someone who plays the game
Cuz Pleasure and pain are one in the same
I need someone to walk away
So that I can make you stay
I need someone who plays the game
Cuz Pleasure and pain are one in the same

I'll split myself in two
So you will always have me with you
I'll spill my guts for you
Cut my stomach and hand you my truth

People want the image and not the reality
Now I've embodied everything I fought not to be
I'll give you a helping hand on your hands and knees to beg
I can't stand alone on my own, cuz it cost me an arm and a leg

God's hairs on fire
God hears a liar
I am a liar
I am a liar