Nav Stark - SUS BOY Lyrics

When I wake up
Put my f*cking make up
Get to fake world
Walking down street
My f*cking mind reeks
Hate and grief
Eyes of hate
Don't say a word
My looks instigate
If I die trying
Uncovering a lie
So is my fate
In my mind
Only thing you will find
Big fail-storm
I want it to stop
I'm utterly lost
Sun's long gone
My heart stone
Feelings are illusions
Nothing feels real
High on cocaine
Tryina' numb this pain
Can't see straight
Places I've been
Faces that I have seen
All posers
Always running
For things material
Miss imperial
Using people like things
So called human beings
Disgust
Their interest
Is just f*cking
Greed and lust
This city's gloomy
Nobody here feels me
I'm so alone
No one's got time
To ask if I'm doing fine
They're just on their phone
I wanted to hang out
Maybe some shots
Or sessions to bang out
But they run hide
Everytime the same lie-
SOME OTHER TIME
Now if you see me
You wanted to feel me
It's too late
For you have nothing
But disgusting
Pure hate
Look at my crown bitch
Just turn around bitch
Keep walking
You got a death wish?
Want me to f*ck with?
Keep talking!
'Cause I'm a sus boy
Dealing with a f*ck boy
I'm a mean f*cker
You a f*ck boy
Find a dick to suck boy
Die motherf*cker
'Cause I'm a sus boy
Dealing with a f*ck boy
I'm a mean f*cker
You a f*ck boy
Find a dick to suck boy
Die motherf*cker
All these feelings
Nobody to share with
Keep inside
I don't face them
I can't erase them
Just go hide
It's too late
In hate I marinate
My hands shake
I cant live like this
This world is full of shit
EVERYONE'S FAKE
Moment I regret
That time that we met
At that bar
I showed you my love
Gave you the big hug
Not knowing who you are
I poured my heart
Gave in to your facade
Big illusion
Gave you all
Returned what I got
Damage and confusion
Took my heart out
Shook it right out
Of existence
What's left you f*cked
And burned and f*cked again
Laugh in my face
Let it all erase
Showing true color
I thought I knew pain
Until I had gone through true horror
I'd do the same to you
Bring it all right back
Show the game to you
Find you in your sleep
Drag you by your feet
Fake tears you weep
Bash your skull
Paint the f*cking shit hall
With your blood
Send you back to hell
'Cause I'm the Devil, bitch can't you tell?
'Cause I'm a sus boy
Dealing with a f*ck boy
I'm a mean f*cker
You a f*ck boy
Find a dick to suck boy
Die motherf*cker
'Cause I'm a sus boy
Dealing with a f*ck boy
I'm a mean f*cker
You a f*ck boy
Find a dick to suck boy
Die motherf*cker
'Cause I'm a sus boy
Dealing with a f*ck boy
I'm a mean f*cker
You a f*ck boy
No matter how big you try
Can't be me, sucker
'Cause I'm a sus boy
Dealing with a f*ck boy
I'm a mean f*cker
You a f*ck boy
Find a dick to suck boy
Die motherf*cker
Die Motherf*cker