N.B.K Xtra - Baby Boy Lyrics

From out my window I see a bar wire fencing rabbits out the hole
Would love to see a dove, but these days all I see is crows
Beat me like a sound type, put me where it was Mild Light
Desperate for conversation, begging for company from the wildlife

You reap exactly what you sow, and it seems I've been chastised
Baby boy grew facial hair, damn I Grew up doing time
Lyrics from a broken soul, from that concrete it grew a rose
I got a heart made of gold, and it seems to be growing mold

Blame it on harbored feelings and emotions I don't ever show, I'm about ready to explode
I go Xtra, they know I do the most My only request, take special care of that
Seed before she actually grows You cross me, bitch, you cursed
In my head, you're already a ghost Searching for prosperity with hell of

Grip yea I'm holding on
Few apologies I owe in case we come to the end of the road
Got a bigger bond with my stepdad than my own father
Desperate for a letter to open it up, she Not my daughter

After exchanging a few words, I send shots around my own mama
Apologies to Donna, words can hit me like they're a hot lava
And I'm not here to justify my actions So keep yo comment, I'm simply admitting, love is
Toxic And I really got a problem

The angel with one wing, that's unbalance I need stability
Burning pictures sippen Remy trying to erase my memory
Most parents would set high expectations before they hatch the Seed
Most of us will turn out the opposite of what they planned us to be

Mama gave me a rare name, seen me as a blessing like a lottery
Maybe on the ball team, or some sneakers, not state property
My day 1 turned Informant , and I say, f*ck and it really bothers me
My nigga was with niggas, that deep down, I feel shot at me

On earth, I want What's heaven, why they insecure about my presence
I was hanging from a belt, I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for essence
Deceptive, holding a weapon, submissive, while full of aggression
Belittled by a few that's supposed to be nurturing my development

How she mine, she f*cking another man, that shit be strange
And when it rains, they won't let you in, it could be a room full of peers
I'm feel I'm at a vacant residence, all I feel is pain
Too much pain for some medicine It's like I'm just, I really, I'm just a

I'm just a baby boy
Still go to sleep cuffing my gun
I hold it down like it is my favorite toy
I'm just a baby boy

Hard To Accept Responsibilities, we'll do that shit later
Right now I'm having fun
I'm just a baby boy
That hates sleeping on his own

Still Tryna learn difference from right and wrong
I'm just a baby boy
An empty soul, I feel alone
Like a runaway that don't wanna go back home, yeah

I'm just a baby boy
I'm just a baby boy
I'm just a baby boy