NCL - Liar Lyrics

Everytime that I be looking in the mirror, it seems all fake, don't see my face, the glass's about to shatter
It's a struggle tryna searching for the answers to my problems, can't solve them it's all a big disaster
People say to just keep moving and I'll be better, I can't sleep, I feel so weak, they act like they don't matter
So I smile and I keep waving to these strangers, that's not me no, can't you see that I'm f*cking liar?
I've been telling my life is a movie but you don't see what's behind the scenes
Tryna sleep but can't count no sheeps, on my pillow's where I hide my screams
Shit ain't like what it should seem, don't got a team no it's just me
I'm just feeling like a dog on a leash, turning crazy I ain't living the dream
Really, I've been living a nightmare
Still be making music but the people do not care
Working in a store that I just wanna leave there
Feeling so bored like I don't wanna be there
People think I'm having good times, looking fine everytime I smile but like I said, take a look in my eyes and you will see it's only lies
Lying 'bout this new job, lying 'bout having no scars, I'm still at the same place still tryna shoot for the stars but I'm lonely in my space
Lying 'bout these sports cars, lying 'bout being a rapstar, lying bout this new drip, lying 'bout this new chick if I can't have that, then I ain't worth shit
Sometimes, I be questioning myself if it's still worth it to be around people if I only feel that way?
I know some are there for me but it feels like it's only a matter of time before I spread my wings and fly away
Everytime that I be looking in the mirror, it seems all fake, don't see my face, the glass's about to shatter
It's a struggle tryna searching for the answers to my problems, can't solve them it's all a big disaster
People say to just keep moving and I'll be better, I can't sleep, I feel so weak, they act like they don't matter
So I smile and I keep waving to these strangers, that's not me no, can't you see that I'm f*cking liar?