My Eyes Video (MV)

Always lying to myself when I say I'm fine
You could tell just by looking into my eyes
Sometimes,I wish l was gone in the sky so high
I can't live like this but I'm scared to say goodbye
Always lying to myself when I say I'm fine
You could tell just by looking into my eyes
Sometimes,I wish l was gone in the sky so high
I can't live like this but I'm scared to say goodbye
Walking 'round looking happy but I know I got a fake smile (Yeah)
Cut the cameras, I'm lonely I don't even wanna facetime
Feels like I'm running out of luck like I'm on a rush
No, I cannot see the finish line
I just keep it hush, don't want you to judge
So, you don't treat me like a weird guy (No)
They tell me don't be afraid to let it away
You don't gotta hide (Yeah)
Take a look at what you made, you should be amazed, you will turn out fine (Yeah)
I should feel blessed but still my enemies pray for my demise (What?)
Talking 'bout anxiety and loneliness if you couldn't guess right
Always lying to myself when I say I'm fine
You could tell just by looking into my eyes
Sometimes,I wish l was gone in the sky so high
I can't live like this but I'm scared to say goodbye
Always lying to myself when I say I'm fine
You could tell just by looking into my eyes
Sometimes,I wish l was gone in the sky so high
I can't live like this but I'm scared to say goodbye
Thinking back when my dad got married even that day I wasn't that fine (Nah)
Even though everybody was smiling, I had a part of me that wanted to cry (How?)
Then the moment where all the couples got up their tables to go dancing with the brides (What?)
They were looking like angels while I was alone with my thoughts fighting the devil inside
Looking like I'm killing my pride, sick of this f*cking disguise
Guess it's just part of this life that I chose and now I'll never be like your kind anymore, can you tell me why?
Cause I'm bout to lose my mind this life's a game and I'm the fall guy
You want the proof? Put on my shoes I bet you motherf*ckers can't walk a mile (Goddamn!)
I'm sorry I said it like this, guess I had to show you my dark side
I'm always hiding it but I'm like Skywalker, it's in my eyes (True)
Even when the sun shine and I'm looking fine, just know I'm trying to clear my mind of all the shit that make my thoughts looking like dark skies
Always lying to myself when I say I'm fine
You could tell just by looking into my eyes
Sometimes,I wish l was gone in the sky so high
I can't live like this but I'm scared to say goodbye