There is moments I
Feel so dead inside
I can't even think
All my thoughts are clouds
Walls are caving in
I don't even know what I'm looking for
Every time I sin
I hate myself cause I should have just endured
I'm still trying my best
But end up at my worst
Sometimes I regret
That I didn't make it work
No signals in the air
It's my fault that I'm hurting
'Cause I never was prepared
I still watched us burn like an ember
And I can't find you now
I saw the end like December
And I still watched you drown
So I, I'm still looking, wanna find another way
I can love you now
'Cause I'm looking at the past
Yeah, back when I used to love you
But now
If all these walls could cry
If all these walls could cry
Their tears would fill the skies
'Cause I let this love die
Too many words
Turned into hurt
Dying away now
Don't wanna be the one
I never was
I was in love
She was the first
She was my world but
Sometimes it was heavy on us
Those days we were living on trust
Now who's gonna take the blame
No signals in the air
My name was on the verdict
I never was prepared
I still watched us burn like an ember
And I can't find you now
I saw the end like december
And I still watched you drown
So I, I'm still looking, wanna find another way
I can love you now
'Cause I'm looking at the past
Yeah, back when I used to love you
But now
If all these walls could cry
If all these walls could cry
Their tears would fill the skies
'Cause I let this love die
I can feel it in my blood, my adrenaline
God knows if I ever let somebody in
It would never be the same
Not the right thing to do
And I've been where you are
Tears fall on old scars
Don't trip, cause you might fall
So I, I'm still looking, wanna find another way
I can love you now
'Cause I'm looking at the past
Yeah, back when I used to love you
But now
If all these walls could cry
If all these walls could cry
Their tears would fill the skies
'Cause I let this love die