Near an Open Flame - Trazodone Lyrics

The cure is unanswered it feels like a cancer
Narcotics narcotics narcotics narcotics
They help me feel better
They help me feel better
The cure is unanswered it feels like a cancer

Wake me then let me dissolve
Then take me to a place that I call home
To come around I've already lost myself
My tomorrow holds nothing for me

The light scars the back of my eyelids
As I focus on the flame
I focus on the pain
Narcotics antipsychotics depression I might mention
Lessons never learned without them
My face goes numb just let me focus on the pain
Without you this will never be the same
And I focus on the pain

Wake me then let me dissolve
Then take me to a place that I call home
To come around I've already lost myself
My tomorrow holds nothing for me

Before I sleep I wonder if I'm content
My dreams are all do or die
Restless thoughts reside
I'll wash up like the others
As I focus on the flame
In my dreams I'm not safe
Time's not on my mind
Angels wait to wake
It's their job to help the blind
And I focus on the flame
Focus on the pain focus on the pain focus on the pain

Wake me then let me dissolve
Then take me to a place that I call home
To come around I've already lost myself
My tomorrow holds nothing for me
Let the cycle live on
Just close your eyes
Just close your f*cking eyes
It's helping me feel better and it feels just like a cancer
Pain