Nebula - Wonderland (feat. Nush) Lyrics

I been tryna get it right
Hella thoughts spinning 'round my head at night
I really thought I would live forever
I really thought I would live forever, I
Well I guess I was wrong, the pressure was on
I was thinking where's my energy gone
But then I figured out a way to live forever
I just have to put my whole soul into ten of these songs
I won't lie though, making this was hard
It's like I love it, then I hate it then I take the shit apart
Change every bar, go from the start
But I had to get it right because I wanna see my name on the charts
K.Ji gets gassed every week when I play my songs
Tee hits me up everyday like what you waiting on
Archie and MK call me up every hour like
When you gonna drop that album man, you're taking long
Man look, can't you let a brother cook
Time works in one direction, I bet Liam knows my pain
All these raps and these hooks got me trapped in a book by Lewis Carroll
I know it sounds like I've gone insane but listen man
I feel like Alice, I'm stuck in wonderland
Everybody livin' like they gon' live forever
I just don't understand, I don't understand
I feel like Alice
But I've gotta find my way back home
Because I'm done with wonderland
When life becomes too much, this is what you say
If you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change
I know sometimes it seems it's easier to linger in the pain
But if you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change
Woah, there goes the pressure
The weight on my shoulders went from bricks to some feathers
Like some wine or cheddar, boy I'm only getting better with time
But I haven't always had it together
I was really struggling but that turned into hustling
You get good at one thing, that turns into another thing
Oh look, another crown
Oh look, another ring
So now they look at you
And see another king, it's King Nebz
I feel like Alice, I'm stuck in wonderland
Everybody livin' like they gon' live forever
I just don't understand, I don't understand
I feel like Alice
But I've gotta find my way back home
Because I'm done with wonderland
This album ain't about being the meanest MC
This album is about being the best me I can be
If my life was a lock, I think these are the keys
I just hope it's easy to see
I pledge to be the man I always prayed
I plan to develop and rearrange
I trust my head and heart to keep the same aim
Uh Uh Yeah Yeah Whooooo
I feel like Alice, I'm stuck in wonderland
Everybody livin' like they gon' live forever
I just don't understand, don't understand
I feel like Alice
But I've gotta find my way back home
Because I'm done with wonderland
(When you gonna drop that album man, you're taking long!)