_NEIGHBOR_ - chasing the ghost Lyrics

I've put in my 10,000 hours and all I am
I'm an expert at playing a joker that lives in the past
I've put in the work and never received a reward
I always assumed maybe one day I'd see what it's for

I'm letting go, chasing the ghost of a dream
Shouldn't have done long ago
If all that I am and all that I wanted to be
Wouldn't meet in the middle, would I feel like I was more free

If there was a way that I could feel less alone
Show me the path because that's the way I wanna go
I'm letting go, chasing the ghost of a dream
Shouldn't have done long ago

I'm letting go, chasing the ghost of a dream
Shouldn't have done long ago
I'm letting go, chasing the ghost of a dream
I felt so numb since you left us too early

You were the one that could see things that I couldn't see
You believed
I wanna honor the things that you saw in me
I'll keep on running this race that's in front of me

I believe
Cause you believed in me
So I'm gonna let go
Chasing this ghost of a dream

Shouldn't have done long ago
I won't let go
Chasing this ghost of a dream
Shouldn't have done long ago

I won't let go