Nell Mescal - Killing Time Lyrics

Left in a hurry after eighteen
Bottled up that night like a bad dream
Couldn't keep it out of sight
It's always in reach
You're still there standing over me
In my brother's room
And when I close my eyes
I try and shut 'em tight

Did I give it up
Before we'd had enough?
Tell me now that you're sorry
Did I give it up
Before we'd had enough?
Tell me now that you miss me
Do I still cross your mind?
Were you just killing time?

Spent the summer in a one bed
June went slow got in my head
Every day was a dead end
Every night was relentless
How would I know if you're missing me
If we never speak
You weren't what I thought
It can't be all my fault

Did I give it up
Before we'd had enough?
Tell me now that you're sorry
Did I give it up
Before we'd had enough?
Tell me now that you miss me
Do I still cross your mind?
Were you just killing time?

And I wanted to stay, but you called it
Did I make a mistake, was it over?
Are you sorry like I was in August?
Flying home now it hurts but I promise
That I wanted to stay, but you called it
Did I make a mistake, was it over?
Why'd you let me get away? Oh

Did I give it up
Before we'd had enough?
Tell me now that you're sorry
Did I give it up
Before we'd had enough?
Tell me now that you miss me
Do I still cross your mind?
Were you just killing time?
Do I still cross your mind?
Were you just killing time?