Nemesys - State of Mind Lyrics

For how much longer it take
To feel the cold burning flames
Underneath this mask of pain
A Lost cause state of mind

How shall I say this
I've been broke down by myself
Left in the cold while I'm crying out for help
But there ain't nobody coming
Cause my life is worth of nothing
I might be up to something
Pick the knife and start the cuttings
Death creepin' in my nightmare it's everywhere
As i go to sleep layin' in bed feeling despaired
Eyes wide awake
Cause my life's now at stake
Drowning from the mental state
So maybe

Maybe it is time for a break in my head
Free from all this fleeting dream
I'm wide awake but i cant escape
Recklessly stucked in my own way
Trapped inside these walls of maze
Asphyxiating labyrinth
The kingdom of card i needlessly built

So who is whispering
I'm losing vision
I couldn't taste all the good of the food I've been eating
Lost my senses
My life's a mess and
Everything is falling on my lap
Scattered in my expenses
I've been praying to God
Knowing that he would be listening
Wont be left here to rot
Even though it's unforgiven

A lost cause state of mind

So i got a grip of myself
And let go of this burden
My inner strength emerging
Time to heal to what's hurting

Replaying the past i try to rewind

The past is the past
With time it will last
Just leave out all the rest and then

Falling onto my knees
Begging someone save me
This eyes bursting tears

Bursting tears
I'm falling
I'm begging
Somebody save my soul
Down from the hell below

Maybe it is time for a break in my head
Free from all this fleeting dream
I'm wide awake but i cant escape
Recklessly stucked in my own way
(In my own way)
Trapped inside these walls of maze
Recklessly stucked in my own way
(Recklessly stucked in my own way)
Trapped inside these walls of maze
(These walls of maze is trapping me inside this labyrinth)
Asphyxiating labyrinth
The kingdom of card i needlessly built