Nenoblaze407 - Letter To My Friend Lyrics

Dear friend, today I'm writing you because I don't know how to tell you this in person
I love you, and I finally see that those feelings will never be mutual
I don't know, maybe we've been friends too long, maybe you're too used to me
Not sure what it is to be honest, maybe it's me. Anywho, I feel as though whatever we had
Is once lost and whatever we now have can only hurt me in the long run. As much as I hate to
Have to tell you this, I think it's in our best interest that we don't remain friends
So this is my goodbye. I don't know how I fell for you, that was never part of the plan
I've been through hell for you and how it ends is how it began. You're just a stranger to me
And it breaks my heart, feel like I don't even know who you are. I've been right by your side
Since our first time vibing, now you got me all inside my thoughts, and for you it's the first
Time crying, feelin' unappreciated, like you don't care, plenty times you tried to mediate it
But it's like the harder I try, the harder it gets. Now I niggaa just feel stupid, numb from
The drugs and the pain from the way you use me. Maybe I'm just used to it, maybe you're just used
To me, I just want shit to go back to how it used to be, when it was just you and me, it's hard to
See. But now I nigga all up on his own, girl tell me why you always on your phone, your presence used
To feel like home, now I never know what type of time you on, I've been tryna right my wrongs
Maybe I was too nice to you, maybe I wasn't right for you, but I would've took a life for you
Thinkin' bout the things that I would do, I would motherf*ckin' die for you
I know nobody perfect, but I know I'm worth it, the things you do girl, I never deserved it
What was the purpose, she never said it, time and money spent, I'm startin' to regret it
Her name in my heart, like the shit embedded, but now she movin' on, say she could do better
Maybe you're too used to me, not sure what it is to be honest, maybe it's me
Anywho, I feel as though whatever we had was once lost, and whatever we now have can only hurt me in
The long run, as much as I hate to have to tell you this, I think it's in our best interest
That we don't remain friends, so this is my goodbye
Where the f*ck did I go wrong, tell me where did I treat you bad, I always been the vibe you never
Had, you all about yourself, cause plenty times I've given you my last, if I was okay girl
You would never ask, and I don't wanna lose you, but I can't lose myself
Caring about someone else, and I know that we both need help, I hope you never motherf*ckin
Feel what I felt, I f*ckin' love you, tell me why the hell you put me through pain
Why the hell you throw dirt on my name, do you really not wanna f*ckin' see me again
The way you treat me, how else did you think it would end, goddamn, I'm f*ckin' tired of people
Doin' me wrong, it's to the point where I'm motherf*ckin' expect it, then they wonder why
So many kids die from suicide, dealin' with depression, just accept it, and I wish you
The best, I confess it, feel the pain in my chest, that's the message, if you don't take
Nothing else, don't be tested, and if it ain't a f*ckin' blessing, it's a lesson, it's a lesson
Dear friend, today I'm writing you because I don't know how to tell you this in person
I love you, and I finally see that those feelings will never be mutual
I don't know, maybe we've been friends too long, maybe you're too used to me
Not sure what it is to be honest, maybe it's me. Anywho, I feel as though whatever we had
Is once lost and whatever we now have can only hurt me in the long run. As much as I hate to
Have to tell you this, I think it's in our best interest that we don't remain friends
So this is my goodbye.