If I Could Video (MV)

If I could
Recite these rhymes just perfectly every time
I wouldn't, need the signs
For me, to seek asylum
I'm bleak, I need alignment
Weeks, are flying by, I think
My eyes are dry, from cheeks, to edge of smile
Cheap dinner dishes are driving me to the ditches
I'm ditching my inhibitions for missions with simple bitches
Last time I had a mistress she told me that I should end it
Instead of flippin' pictures to people who'd never send it
Calling all gods I pray that you stand attention
And understand the fact that I never meant to mention
The stress on your back was more than I could've handled
That's why I hang your plaques of gold upon the mantle
I'm losing all my people why the f*ck they always droppin' like the boxes that they locked in are closest to open coffins
I wish I could help my homies from poppin' off at the noggin
I guess that these lyrics that I'm scriptin' ain't nothin' that could stop 'em (if I could)

If I could
Recite these rhymes just perfectly every time
I wouldn't, need the signs
For me, to seek asylum
I'm bleak, I need alignment
Weeks, are flying by, I think
My eyes are dry, from cheeks, to edge of smile
If I could
Recite these rhymes just perfectly every time
I wouldn't, need the signs
For me, to seek asylum
I'm bleak, I need alignment
Weeks, are flying by, I think
My eyes are dry, from cheeks, to edge of smile

If I could
Recite these rhymes just perfectly every time
I wouldn't, need to vent like
"FUCK this life of mine"
I don't need a buck but I'm tuckin' the waistline
For any ballsy little shit who gives a lick to taste limes
If I could
Take my life back you can bet your ass I'd do it
Look at all the shit I've caused, the only way I'm fluent
Is f*ckin' up my gardens grown now homies wanna do it
I guess that I should stop 'em before they put their lives into it
If I could

Let's suppose that you were able every night to dream any dream you wanted to dream
And that you could, for example
Have the power within one night to dream 75 years of time
Or any length of time you wanted to have
And you would, naturally, as you began on this adventure of dreams
You would fulfill all your wishes
You would have every kind of pleasure you could conceive

If I could
Recite these rhymes just perfectly every mile
I wouldn't stick this gun to my head for the second time
Pull the f*ckin' trigger I just hope to blow my mind
Wishing one day maybe baby I could make you smile
While I'm
Practicing all my lines
Asking if I'm alright
Can't you tell the difference
Can you not tell that I'm cryin'
Can you not tell on my mind what I've been thinkin' lately
All the shit that's on my brain baby you know it drives me crazy cause I'm
Killin' myself slowly ain't nobody really know me
This place can be so cold so lonely so f*ckin' above me
That all I see is heaven
And all I speak is reverend
And all my reach is severed by a lover with no ending
That's why I send this message to the people with no people for them to speak to if only we were equal not no fecal
Subject of the matter is that I feel like I don't matter but if I do to you then buck a bong and grab your f*ckin' lighters, like I would

If I could
Recite these rhymes just perfectly every time
I wouldn't, need the signs
For me, to seek asylum
I'm bleak, I need alignment
Weeks, are flying by, I think
My eyes are dry, from cheeks, to edge of smile
If I could
Recite these rhymes just perfectly every time
I wouldn't, need the signs
For me, to seek asylum
I'm bleak, I need alignment
Weeks, are flying by, I think
My eyes are dry, from cheeks, to edge of smile
If I could
Recite these rhymes just perfectly every time
I wouldn't, need the signs
For me, to seek asylum
I'm bleak, I need alignment
Weeks, are flying by, I think
My eyes are dry, from cheeks, to edge of smile
If I could
Recite these rhymes just perfectly every time
I wouldn't, need the signs
For me, to seek asylum
I'm bleak, I need alignment
Weeks, are flying by, I think
My eyes are dry, from cheeks, to edge of smile