Neon Prayers - Drowning Lyrics

Let's say that this is it
I'm looking back at what I did
I was naive enough to let go
Now I'm aware and alone
I need a couple minutes
I need a couple hours
Day by day for f*ck's sake
I'm throwing away what's ours
I looked through your love for me
I saw someone looking back with no empathy

Cuz I'm drowning in your love
The water's to my throat
I can feel it under me, I got nowhere else to go
I got nowhere else to go, yeah

To keep you close, I lied to myself
I just froze, you were fine without help
I saw gold, my words let it melt
Yeah, I'm sinking just to prove to myself
But I know I
I need a couple minutes
I need a couple hours
Day by day for f*ck's sake
I'm throwing away what's ours
I looked through your love for me
I saw someone looking back with no empathy

Cuz I'm drowning in your love
The water's to my throat
I can feel it under me, I got nowhere else to go
I got nowhere else to go, yeah

I slept alone today
I thought I would be okay
I'm restless when I lay
Down to sleep, I face
The sky come alive
In the dark, I see your eyes
Looking back at me, looking back at me
Looking back at me, yeah

I thought it was better in the beginning
I was ashamed at first, but I knew I'd fall in love
I let it grow, thought I was safe inside
But even if I had to cry, I know we'll be just fine

I don't want to be alone
I want to see us grow
I can see those lights from Vegas
Big city in the night, you were made for this

Cuz I'm drowning in your love
The water's to my throat
I can feel it under me, I got nowhere else to go
I got nowhere else to go, yeah

I slept alone today
I thought I would be okay
I'm restless when I lay
Down to sleep, I face
The sky come alive
In the dark, I see your eyes
Looking back at me, looking back at me
Looking back at me, yeah