Neonu - Deep:re Lyrics

I know I act like I'm indifferent baby
But I be feeling thangs
You could be the one that just might save me
From my foolish ways
Cus good things they never last this long for me
Could I be what I've always longed to be
Will I f*ck this up?
Possibly
Would you stick around?
Guess we'll see

What if I just stopped caring one day
And left you drowning in heartache
What if I had a nine in my safe
And put it right up to my nevermind
Would it be such a sad thing to see
Maybe for you but not for me
I guess I'd rather not see you that way
So I just keep it all buried deep inside
Deep inside
To myself
You wouldn't know a thing

You're like a brand new car
I wanna drive you
All round
Show you off
To all my friends
Take you out
Tell you thangs
I never told no one else

I'm scared to let you in though
Cus I got deep insecurities
That urge me to leave when
Shit gets a little too real
It's probably better this way cus

I don't wanna get hurt
I don't wanna get too excited
Just for things to not work
And further reaffirm my own bias

What if I just stopped caring one day
And left you drowning in heartache
What if I had a nine in my safe
And put it right up to my nevermind
Would it be such a sad thing to see
Maybe for you but not for me
I guess I'd rather not see you that way
So I just keep it all buried deep inside
Deep inside
To myself
You wouldn't know a thing