And I ain't hopeless but likewise I've noticed
My life is a movie I'm surrounded by posers
Sharing hundreds with the family
I'm splitting seas like I'm Moses
Took some hard work but I chose this
If it's feelings then for the worst I came prepared
Stay feeling like I'm dreaming or maybe I'm losing my head
I can't lie but it seems to be looking tragic on my end
Should I..swallow my pride?
Wait
Nah I ain't doing that
Came into the set with intent to get a check
Nothing less nothing more
And I ain't even scared I just know you'll probably do me dirty
I've been to hell and back I keep my feelings tucked like 30's
She said "Nesa, how do you know?"
I heard it from a little birdie
Like that's my bro for certain told you once think you misheard me
And now she's hanging up the phone
Burning
Mixing the alc with my sorrow I feel my stomach turning
True I got cash for tomorrow but still I feel uncertain
Problems got me hurting
I know for a fact this stress is never worth the bag you're earning
Turned me to a different person
I ain't saying that I'm perfect
Bags and purses that's Birkins that's on my list for certain
Did a dinner date up in London but still I feel deserted
I guess it's me I'm more broken than what's seen on the surface
Should've told you that you're worth it
Instead I said it's gonna be worth it
That ain't the same and she sees it she reads between the verses
If you don't get what I'm meaning I mean that you deserve it
You said you want a provider I'm tryna give you service
Came into the set with intent to get a check
Nothing less nothing more
And I ain't even scared I just know you'll probably do me dirty
I've been to hell and back I keep my feelings tucked like 30's
She said "Nesa, how do you know?"
I heard it from a little birdie
Like that's my bro for certain told you once think you misheard me
And now she's hanging up the phone
Wow
Let it roll like a dice
I'm buried under the weight of every single lie
Every single try it's kinda crazy now I'm single, why?
Don't bother asking
So complex that's our thing
Look back now I'm laughing
Some smile and they're snarking
Did me dirty I charged it
Some frown when they're asking
If we officially parted
Have you ever tried to bend your reality to your fantasy or vice versa?
Chance is you're loving on the wrong person
Talk real
I wish we talked less
You block me then stalk me
You know?