I always leap without looking
Test the waters by jumping in
I won't believe the sun is hot
'Til it burns off all my skin
I used to get lucky
I could look back, be proud
Look at all the beauty I created before I crashed it into the ground
Now I've been from straight-edge, to strictly weekends, to every f*cking night
Give me something, anything, make me feel alright
'Cause I like who I was once, but that's no longer who I am
I'll be forever trying to reconcile between myself and that younger man
Bloody face
Bloody knees
All my friends have abandoned me
I used to get lucky
I could look back, be proud
Look at all the beauty I created before I crashed it into the ground
And I swear that I'm not depressed
It's just that some days I wake up and I hate myself
For the times that I gave up and let myself down
For the people who I left when I should have stuck around
Bloody face
Bloody knees
All my friends have abandoned me
I could have been anything
Why the f*ck did I choose me
I could have been anything
Why the f*ck did I choose me
I could have been anything
I could have been anything