Bored out my mind, so I medicate
Tryna find peace, but it's hard to locate
Lean in my cup, thoughts I sedate
Living in the fast lane at a slow rate
From Queens to fame, it's the same routine
Money, power, respect seen things you never seen
But behind the curtains, it's just me and my thoughts
Success is a drug, and I bought a lot
Late nights, city lights, can't sleep right
Thoughts loud, crowd's gone, long past midnight
So I pour a little more to make it feel alright
Medicate my mood under the moonlight
But this ain't the cure, it's just a bandage
Life's a battle, and I'm doing damage
Got everything I want, but still not managed
To find that peace, still at a disadvantage
Bored out my mind, so I medicate
Tryna find peace, but it's hard to locate
Lean in my cup, thoughts I sedate
Living in the fast lane at a slow rate
Stacking green, yet I'm feeling blue
Sleeping in the back, but who really knew
That the top would be heavy, and the nights so empty
Shadows on the wall, phantoms tryna tempt me
I talk to the mirror, he said you've changed
Money made you different, rearranged
But the thrill ain't the same, joy's brief
Success ain't sweet, when peace is what you need
Bored out my mind, so I medicate
Tryna find peace, but it's hard to locate
Lean in my cup, thoughts I sedate
Living in the fast lane at a slow rate
Stacking green, yet I'm feeling blue
Sleeping in the back, but who really knew
That the top would be heavy, and the nights so empty
Shadows on the wall, phantoms tryna tempt me
I talk to the mirror, he said you've changed
Money made you different, rearranged
But the thrill ain't the same, joy's brief
Success ain't sweet, when peace is what you need
So I light one up, just to calm down
Escaping from the crown, in smoke I drown
But when the high comes down, I'm back in deep
Same old cycle, restless sleep
Bored out my mind, so I medicate
Tryna find peace, but it's hard to locate
Lean in my cup, thoughts I sedate
Living in the fast lane at a slow rate
If I could tell you everything, you might see
Behind 50 smiles, behind the MTV
Just a man with his thoughts, not as free
Hoping for more than just money and a spree