Yeah I wish that I was rich
Yeah I got a dagger dick
Yeah I went and crashed the whip
Yeah I f*ckin pushed the bitch
Yeah I think that I'm the shit
Yeah I tend to be a prick
Every job I get I quit
Welcome to my life I'm Nic
17 I moved out college drop out with a single mom
Full ride scholarship and all but didn't care thought she was wrong
Youngest in my class I grew up fast was time to have some fun
Met up with my brothers had a blast until the night was done
Party everyday we livin life like we will never die
F*ckin hoes and gettin high we made our money givin rides
Pull up with the gang we comin deep so don't you start a fight
Do the dash to count the stacks then hit the crib and roll the dice
One day woke up to a new hoe
She be on some crazy shit
Think I kinda dig it tho
Met her friends met her fam
Guess I kinda like her yo
She been through a lotta shit
Think I gotta save her bro
Flight up outta state
Had to get my head straight
F*ck that shit I'm back
I been thinkin that we should date
Fightin out in public
Gettin nautious in my stomach
I'm determined now it's f*ck it
Do whatever had to cuff it
F*ck
Back and forth never catch a f*ckin breath
Workin 3 to 12 I been tryin but there's nothing left
Never see my friends try to make her happy it's a mess
Life has been a hell and I'm thinkin she gon' be my death
Had to take a break and go try to f*ck another bitch
Didn't make a difference she still on mind can't call it quits
I apologized got her back said she was changing shit
It was just a lie and again we argue like we're kids
Another night we're chillin and we drink a bottle down
She pushin every button 'til I cannot hear a sound
I take it 'til I blackout then I shove her to the ground
I go to say I'm sorry and got locked up in the pound
Back out, think we're gonna try again
Don't know what's inside my head
Really wish that I was dead
She callin every minute every second but I left it read
Shit is not the same I just wanna go to f*ckin bed
This is it been too wild
Now I have to fake a smile
This will hurt, we gotta while
But I'm leaving after trial
I'm sorry it was the plan
You made me a better man
Wish the best and your fam
I'll always be your fan
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