Nick Caldwell - Feel the Same Lyrics

I didn't really wanna write this
Told myself I'd move on I don't like this
But still I'm sitting here, thinking bout the past
Going over everything and how did I end up last

Yeah

See I thought time would heal all my pain
So why do I still feel the same
Depression hit me like a hurricane
You got me believing that all the girls out here are doing the same

Yeah

My confidence levels have dipped on the low
I don't let me feelings run wild anymore
I'm scared of rejection and sadly I know
That falling for you was my lowest of Lows

I been feeling down as of late
But on the outside I been looking great
Got all these feelings running through my veins
Lately i just feel the same

I been down as of late
But on the outside I been looking great
Got all these feelings running through my veins
Lately I been just feeling the same

Same
Yeah
Still missing your presence and we ain't be speaking na
Ain't seen you for months you still in my visions na

Don't tell me I'm overacting
Can't fight when I feel attraction
Yeah You were my biggest distraction
How did that happen
I
How could I let a girl ruin me
When she didn't know what she knew to me
When feeling so deep was all new to me

Look

Had a stunning girl and she so Divine
But you constantly running through my mind
And i know it's bad that I'm still a mess
But if you were mine I'd forget the rest

I don't care
I'm pissed of at the world
Man it ain't fair
Yeah
Yeah
Tell me if you can relate

You just wanna sleep and you wake up to eat
You'd much rather live in your dreams
Reality ain't what it seems

Na

Reality ain't what it seems

I been feeling down as of late
But on the outside I been looking great
Got all these feelings running through my veins
Lately i just feel the same

I been down as of late
But on the outside I been looking great
Got all these feelings running through my veins
Lately I been just feeling the same

I know what I want and I hate that it can't be you
Don't need no one else if I'm waking up next to you

It's raining we watching some netlflix
It's sunny we Cruze in the Lexus
I wake up I still gotta check this
She read the message

I swear I'm addicted to the pain
Thinking that i have something to gain
Been tryna get out tryna switch my lane
Yeah

My friends say I'm crazy and maybe there right
I been stressing bout someone who don't give a f*ck
I'm writing a song about loosing my mind over some random girl guess I'm out my luck

I still can't believe I be feeling this way
For someone who don't even know my last name

Falling so deep from the looks not the brain
And I'm still thinking bout you like every day

Like woah

Gotta slow it down I don't wanna loose it all
But I'm sitting here just waiting for your call

Guess I didn't get the message first
So I end up just making all this shit worst