Syncretic Decision Video (MV)

I do not feel like my
Self pulling bottles off the
Shelf I'm so terrified of
Help but I need it the
More I think I would rather
Dump it down the sink but ap
Parently it helps me so
I'll take it today

Yelling doesn't help, why in the world should I yell?
Telling doesn't help, why in the world should I tell?
Selling doesn't help, why in the world should I sell?
What should I do?

Tremors are difficult to
Handle thus I need help and
So I want to punch a wall
Afterall, get out
If this messes with my brain
What's different from cocaine? That's
Not the truth I understand
Help and hurt go hand in hand

Yelling doesn't help, why in the world should I yell?
Telling doesn't help, why in the world should I tell?
Selling doesn't help, why in the world should I sell?
What should I do?

Rebelling doesn't help, why in the world should rebel?
Foretelling doesn't help, why in the world should foretell?
Compelling doesn't help, why in the world should compel?
What should I do?

Yelling doesn't help, why in the world should I yell?
Telling doesn't help, why in the world should I tell?
Selling doesn't help, why in the world should I sell?
What should I do?

Rebelling doesn't help, why in the world should rebel?
Foretelling doesn't help, why in the world should foretell?
Compelling doesn't help, why in the world should compel?
What should I do?

And they all went down and they all went down
And they all went down and they all went down
And they all went down and they all went down
And they all went down and they all went down
And they all went down and they all went down
And they all went down and they all went down
And they all went down and they all went down
And they all went down and they all went down

I do not like this state I'm in
But fixing it could be a sin
When taking these with my own hands
Do I ignore the Father's plans?
And why alter the state I'm in?
This is the mind I was given
But the thing is I'm not even sane enough to contemplate this

And they all went down and they all went down
And they all went down and they all went down
And they all went down and they all went down
And they all went down and they all went down
And they all went down and they all went down
And they all went down and they all went down
And they all went down and they all went down
And they all went down and they all went down