Nick Karcher - First Lyrics

Dancing in the kitchen
On Thanksgiving
All your friends are watching
We just kept on singing

Then along came Christmas
Do you like your gift?
Sipping on our bourbon
What happened to the magic?

When I loved you I kinda lost myself
Now the distance hurts like I hell

It's the way that you pulled me in
A black hole no coming back
You were the first and dammit it hurts
I don't wanna feel again
If this is all that you get
From opening up, I don't wanna trust
It's the way that you said goodbye
After you heard me cry
I don't wanna love, what happened to us?
I don't wanna feel again
If this is all that you get
You were the first, the last and the worst

I still got your finger
Print on my phone
You knew all my secrets
The ones I never told

I'm looking at these pictures
And the video
Thanks for the audition
But your script is old

I might've loved you more than myself
Now you're singing with somebody else

It's the way that you pulled me in
A black hole no coming back
You were the first and dammit it hurts
I don't wanna feel again
If this is all that you get
From opening up, I don't wanna trust
It's the way that you said goodbye
After you heard me cry
I don't wanna love, what happened to us?
I don't wanna feel again
If this is all that you get
You were the first, the last and the worst

First, last and the worst
First, last and the worst
You're my lesson learned
First, last and the worst
First, last and the worst
You're my lesson learned
First, last and the worst
You're my lesson

It's the way that you pulled me in
A black hole no coming back
You were the first and dammit it hurts
I don't wanna feel again
If this is all that you get
From opening up, I don't wanna trust
It's the way that you said goodbye
After you heard me cry
I don't wanna love, what happened to us?
I don't wanna feel again
If this is all that you get
You were the first, the last and the worst