Nickeltree - The Panhandle Lyrics

You said "It's warm in Oklahoma."
But I didn't want to go
But you were so damn convincing
It was hard to say no
It's like you had a cold refusal
To anything other than yes
A practical bargaineer
Coming clean on an unpaid debt

Why am I so needy
I'm begging you like a fool
Why am I so greedy
When it comes to loving you

Next to all of these bull riders
I feel like a chicken shit
Maybe I need to take eight seconds
To know what it means to live
And I'm constantly in denial
That's something I can admit
But I'm not without conditions
Impossible to fix

It's as hot as a burning building
In this land of dust and sand
I should have known it wouldn't be easy
But I guess that's who I am
Always jumping to conclusions
Before I know the real truth
Always looking for better reasons
To believe in what I'm doing

And why are you so easy to hold onto
And why am I so f*cking greedy when it comes to loving you