nickwuh - Emerald Lyrics

So you wanna talk about my jealousy?
The emerald envy
I'd rather stick with complacency
But I guess it's just me
You always try to force your honesty
Are you just looking for an apology?
Well it's in my nature to say sorry

And I understand you don't want to be tied
To a promise that's not guaranteed
But maybe you should have told me all this
Before you spoiled our dreams

So I'll pack my bags and go before you know
I'll run from you without a moment's notice

Tell me what it matters to you
If you need to be happy, then find something new
You could never have lived in a lie anyway
But you still won't stop asking why I hate being replaced

So you wanna talk about my jealousy?
What do you want from me? What is it that you need?
You think it's so easy to dissect my insecurities
You make a joke out of our past when I ask why you're moving on so fast
It hurts just to think about it, and yet play the armchair psychologist
Could you just stop searching for causes?
Just listen and accept it, stop trying to fix it

Tell me what it matters to you
If you need to be happy, then find something new
You could never have lived in a lie anyway
But you still won't stop asking why I hate how fast they took my place

It's supposed to be like this
Fix it now? I hope you know it's too late
But you'd never realize or else it'd be the same again
I've been running through fields of clover
Trying to test my luck, hoping I'd find some magic
So I could curse you, and break these wires because
I'm just the shadow of a dormant disaster
Wreaking disaster on your concept of a future
It doesn't matter to you, it shouldn't matter
Why do you still care?

Tell me what it matters to you
If you need to be happy, then find something new
You could never have lived in this lie anyway
But you still won't stop asking why I hate how fast they took my place
Isn't it obvious, I'm not over it
I don't move on that quick, and I don't want to
But if it means so much to you
I'll take back the words I threw and start a new path without you