nickwuh - Resolutions Lyrics

Called me up crying
And is there nothing left I can do?
The static cuts through my mind
Feeling useless and used

Staying up all night praying this would be okay
While intoxicating myself with the fake promises we'd made
Screaming my wish for this year to be over
I'll say it's all warm when it's never been colder

I know you'd hate my words, and I
I don't expect much less
If you could hate me too
It'd be easier to forget
That it's not fair that you want so much more than this
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I can't be everything you want

It shouldn't hurt this much
I gave it my best shot
My aim wasn't good enough
And you can't be someone you're not
I understand the falling out
But I don't understand these demands
You'll act like I never mattered
And I won't make amends

It's four in the morning
The insomnia's kicking in
Is this really what I'm doing

I know you'd hate my words, and I
I don't expect much less
If you could hate me too
It'd make it all easier to forget
That it's not fair that you want so much more than this
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I can't be everything at once

Give me something
That'll make me into nothing
Find me anything
I just want to be asleep
The golden times I saved
Are fading and rusting away
I can't convince you to stay

I know you'd hate these words
I deserve nothing less
I wish I could hate you too
Is it wrong that I'm trying to forget?
And it's not fair that you want so much more than this
Empty apologies, blatant hypocrisy
I can't be everything you need
You hate all my words
I never expected anything less
Maybe I'm just cursed
At least, you got all the closure you needed
What more do you want?
If you think "we" were a mistake then
I'm sorry. I'm sorry
I can't be two things at once

Give me something that'll make me into nothing
Give me something that'll make me into nothing
Give me something that'll make me into nothing
Give me something to make it
Easier when you tell them I meant nothing