Nico Jordan - Before I Die Lyrics

It's too damn hard to sober up
Mental state be broken up
Henny shots more pourin up
But I don't think you've poured enough

Lil baby where coming from
Who do you adore?
I can tell you that you have reach the floor
But Who you reaching for
That other nigga
On the other side
Doesn't sleep at night
Gonna get you on
A sudden rise
Get it televised

And I ain't been the type to cry
I'm the type that to fly
Lately man I'm feeling so alive
Heart is full pride
Niece is calling
Says she wants me home
Hanging up the phone
Mama says your mind is full of gold
Keep it out the cold
My brother calls me says
Lil bro I'm looking for a job
I know you working on your mixtape
While I try to figure out
But can you shoot me
Like a couple bucks
IDGAF
Your my blood
And that cuts deep enough
I'll always give it up

I've been digging
Through the dirt
And in my mind it hurts
I'm my own worst enemy
I put me on the shirt
And hopefully with time
I figure out
Why I try
To be the sort of light
That tries to keep these things alive
Before I die
Yeah
Could never seem to think about
All the things to bitch about
She kicked me out the house
Told me with time I'll figure out
Didn't think that rapping
Would be the one thing Im thinking bout
But anything is possible
My heart is beating with the crowds