Dirty tissues, trust issues
Glasses in the sink that didn't fix you
Lonely pillows in a stranger's bed
Little voices in my head
Secret keeping to stop the bleeding
Lost a little weight because I wasn't eating
All the songs that I can't listen to
That tell the truth
Loving you was young and wild and free
Loving you was cool and hot and sweet
Thought loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defenses
But loving you had consequences
Hesitation, awkward conversation
Running low on expectation
Every siren that I was ignoring
I'm paying for it
Loving you was young and wild and free
Loving you was cool and hot and sweet
Thought loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defenses
But loving you had consequences, oh
Oh
Loving you, ooh
'Cause loving you was dumb and dark and cheap
And loving you, it still takes shots at me
Thought loving you was sunshine, then it poured
And I lost so much more than my senses
'Cause loving you had consequences