I can't remember, when my smile was real
I can't remember, when sadness is all that I feel
Rain comes and goes but I don't know anymore
The Pain numbs and throws my heart straight unto the floor
I can't remember, When was the last time I prayed
I can't remember, When I wasn't betrayed
It's just all in your head, Positive thoughts instead
They tell me over and over again
I try to find my peace, let go and just release
Begging for this to all finally end
Shut up, I know
I'm at a place where nobody should go
Tell me, once more
How can a love truly mend and restore
I've been there Ive done that
Blew up in my face
Can't deny that I tried
I've fallen far from grace
I was chosen to be broken
An eternal disgrace
An eternal disgrace
I can't remember, when my smile was real
Rain comes and goes but I don't know anymore
The Pain numbs and throws my heart straight unto the floor