NihilistVoid - (Deep) Within Fears Lyrics

In dreams and sleepless nights
Diluted thoughts visit my solitude

To far away places that I behold
A reflection of all that once was told

I want to go deep
Just to know how this feels
I want to go low
Just to flow within my fears

Paint joy in these blind eyes

I can complain how the weather change
This is something I can't amend

Always longing for a time that doesn't belong
With the days growing old as I torn within the cold

I want to go deep
Just to know how this feels
I want to go low
Just to flow within my fears

Preserving the memories of what I lost long time ago
This haunts me even when I let my mind go

Paint joy in these blind eyes
Or let me hear just one time the deafening calm