Nikal Fieldz - Episode Five: When the Bible Burns (feat. Trent Monroe) Lyrics

I put my hand on this bible
Swear to tell the truth
About everything I've gone through
I know you don't know how to take it
I know you won't know how to take it
When the bible burns burns burns
I tell it like it is and leave it up to you
When it burns burns burns
Then maybe you'll believe
Maybe you'll believe
That I'm Cursed

I Swear to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth, so help me god

This that soul on fire
Wish I could I retire shit
I thought by now id at least be able to consider retiring
Shiiiiiit
This is life and life is just what happens
While you're making plans The now keeps happening life passes
There ain't no do-overs no second chances
And the older that you get the less likely it is to happen,
Or
So they say
So I say to they
Wait a minute when I was 20, that was the same shit id say
Give it up grandpa, your f*cking washed
No one wants to hear your middle-aged old ass out here spittin bars
I thought I was so f*cking cool
I had it all figured out
But wait
Remember what I was saying earlier about what happens while you're making plans
I thought I'd be the F*cking man
Instead I just became one
Holding on to my used to's
And I became a you too

I put my hand on this bible
Swear to tell the truth
About everything I've gone through
I know you don't know how to take it
I know you won't know how to take it
When the bible burns burns burns
I tell it like it is and leave it up to you
When it burns burns burns
Then maybe you'll believe
Maybe you'll believe
That I'm Cursed

Now I'm 38 years old But still live like I'm 25
Until my dr told me that my cholesterol was high
I'm grateful to be alive
Cause a few weeks before that
Driving back from vegas
Swore I was having a heart attack
My hands started tingling, my mouth went numb
I couldn't breathe, and in that moment I accepted I was done
Hyperventilating doing 80 borderline unconscious
Only to learn anxiety's now what's holding me, hostage
Damn
But where I'm from I coulda been Nipsey'd
Shit I was involved in coulda had the feds coming to get me
Pistol in my face at 14 while trying to buy weed
Add in everything else and maybe this is PTSD
I mean shit

I'm really just scratching the surface here

I put my hand on this bible
Swear to tell the truth
About everything I've gone through
I know you don't know how to take it
I know you won't know how to take it
When the bible burns burns burns
I tell it like it is and leave it up to you
When it burns burns burns
Then maybe you'll believe
Maybe you'll believe
That I'm Cursed