Nile - SELFISH Lyrics

Wrote down everything I said
Whether it was here or inside my head
All alone and in my room
Writing the soundtrack of impending doom
I'm the prophet son of love
Clean of pills, drinks and drugs
Only thing that Im missing
Is a set grandparents who miss me

I'm not the same
I'm not Insane
I'm not In love
I'm not Okay
I got Issue's
I got baby blues
I got problem's
I got No help

I wish I was dead inside
Bitter pain and hollow eyes
I wish i'm not negative
Jealousy is all it is
I wish I had a cool girlfriend
To love and to lock in
I wish I was a rockstar

I just want people to like me more

Feel alone in a crowd
Quiet even when I scream real loud
Overthink everything
Force myself to my own beliefs
I'm the last person you think of
When you sit and end the day
Girls are only cool for kissing
Drown myself you know you wont miss me

I'm not the same
I'm not Insane
I'm not In love
I'm not Okay
I got Issues
I got baby blues
I got problems
I got no help

I wish I was dead inside
Bitter pain and hollow eyes
I wish i'm not negative
Jealousy is all it is
I wish I had a cool girlfriend
To love and to lock in
I wish I was a rockstar
I want people to like me more

I wish I had real friends
That payed attention
I wish I ruled the world
King of all punks and queens
I wish I had known before
Want to stare and like me more
I wish I was a rockstar

I just want people to like me more