Nina Lois - Spotted Line Lyrics

Certain it's a curse
Crying until I'm out of breath
Just wreck all those doubts
Gotta keep my distance from that lying
Mirror mind
I always feel invisible
Knees up high - imitation of mine
Waiting for those pink blue skies
I have no power over my own crime
With this crashing mind
Counting endless times
I forced my head up high
This brain of mine
Makes me walk a spotted line
Struggling until the day
When I finally get to fly
Keep catching every fire
Can't get rid of these flames
Gotta hate, love and fight
I find myself waltzing backwards
To the critical mind
Trying to make some sense
Of the mess within these walls
Saying that I'll be just fine
Keep me away from that closed up
Mind of mine
As I had before
Counting all those nights
I smiled through all the lies
This soul of mine
Makes me walk a spotted line
Counting endless times
I forced my head up high
This brain of mine
Makes me walk a spotted line
Struggling until the day
When I finally get to fly
Towards destruction
Suffocating fights
Within this
Spotted line