Ugh this is not just out the blue
I been knowing what i knew
F*ck the things you going through
F*ck your sensitivity
I ain't the one to run to
Cause i couldn't give a f*ck
You ain't give a shit
When i was struggling in the mud
When i reached for your hand
You pulled back on me
You ain't never had my back
Bitch you snaked on me
That why i steer clear
Hoe I'm still here
Only person i fear is the genius in the mirror
I got checks to cash
I got money to make
Every track is a canvas
I got songs to paint
And I'm smoking sweets that you can't reach
Trichomes look like snow
Hella loud no seeds
Im on my own
In my zone
Getting blown
Hot box this bitch
I'm just thinking to myself
Getting lit by myself
Smoked an ounce to myself
Here just thinking
Reflecting on myself
Spitting shit to myself
Here just thinking
Getting lit by myself
Smoked an ounce to myself
Here just thinking
Reflecting on myself
Spitting shit to myself
Here just thinking
I remember all the hard times
Phone ringing i just press decline yea
And I'm like f*ck the things i been through
Looking at the view from the ceiling
That i done broke through
Cause ain't nobody came around when i needed them
I had to be my own friend
I deleted them
I bent the corner bumping my own shit
Your favorite rapper couldn't even f*ck with my old shit
Aye and I'm pouring up some poison thats imported
Curving culebras cause you hoes is not important
I'm hella rude bitch I'm anti
You invisible to me
Like the bitch who dated manti
And i done lost any f*cks that i could give
I roll my eyes and i roll myself a spliff
Im in the booth getting blown out the skull
Hot box this bitch
I'm just thinking to myself
Getting lit by myself
Smoked an ounce to myself
Here just thinking
Reflecting on myself
Spitting shit to myself
Here just thinking
Getting lit by myself
Smoked an ounce to myself
Here just thinking
Reflecting on myself
Spitting shit to myself
Here just thinking
Now i know it wasn't all a dream
I was counting faces
They was all asleep
I was fighting demons
Trying to make me weak
They was talking shit
And now they all believe
I got every reason just to fallback
But that ain't how I'm built
Naw f*ck that
Aye mud duck from the mudville
Mud duck from the mudville
I'm just thinking to myself
Getting lit by myself
Smoked an ounce to myself
Here just thinking
Reflecting on myself
Spitting shit to myself
Here just thinking
Getting lit by myself
Smoked an ounce to myself
Here just thinking
Reflecting on myself
Spitting shit to myself
Here just thinking