Niroy - Procrastinate Lyrics

I keep on procrastinating
In this lockdown, I ain't even revising
Dunno what I am doing
I'm so fed up of this school
Wanna do the easy option, might try nursing
No uni fees, no uni fees
Wanna do everything for free free
Don't gotta beg
Want all this shit to come to me
Don't gotta beg
Its been like 4 weeks since I opened my school bag,
I still got my lunch inside, now my momma mad
She cares for me, now she wants me to succeed,
She wants me to get that p, so I can get married,
That's her only dream
She sacrificed it all for me
She quit her job so she can take me to nursery
The least I can do is f*cking pay her back,
Nah I can't really do that
I just want to give her stacks
So she can relax
I'm so lazy, just wanna focus on my baby
I don't care bout no skl
Cuz my mind has been f*cked up lately
Got no motivation to do f*cking revision
Needa make a decision
Do I want good grades?
Or rely on fate
Cuz life won't be the same
Life isn't a game
My exams will dictate
It's hard work or fate
Will I get the 9-5?
Will I be able to pay?
Will I be able to say
That I'm making p everyday
My dad spent thousands in this tuition
But it didn't work, cuz I had no intuition
Nothing came in my brain, I was busy choosing
Purse Skl or music, I need other option
But I don't get it, in society's there's no f*cking option
Being Indian makes u want to be a doctor
I'm so confused, what is my calling?