Nlb_Dae - Right Here Lyrics

These days love is getting harder to find
Every time I call you say you ain't got no time
Out with your friends while you're out getting high
Tell me what happened to the love that we shared

You say you're here but not all of you's there
Pieces are missing and can't be repaired
Yeah you say you love me I don't feel nothin
Takin' all these drugs so I can feel somethin

Tell them niggas back away before I kill somethin
Rollin' tryna play it safe until I flip somethin
Try not to think bout 2012 I still miss summer
You don't love me you just love what you can get from me

Tell me do you know that feeling when you miss someone
Yeah shit I know you probably don't
I been ridin around on my own I just wanna be alone
I feel like I'm dyin' slow

I don't wanna be around no more
Don't know if I can hold it down no more
I feel like I'm gettin' close to ghostly
And they tell me I'll make it

Before my niggas went to heaven we was rappin' in the basement
And I don't know if I can shake this
Cause all this pain come back
Soon as you thought shit was changin

Oh I oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I swear I don't wanna cry no more
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I know that I just gotta take it slow

I ain't felt this shit in a while
Since I lost my brother I been spinnin' the town
Tryna get these racks up so I can be proud
But every time I come around they just wanna see me smile

So I fake it
Nigga I been scared to let em know that I been vacant
Racin till I crash out I don't wanna face it
Road rage in traffic

And if I die tonight just know that I was damaged

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Feel like a part of me missin
I try to talk to them but ain't nobody gon' listen
It's hard for me to feel like I'm the same cause I'm different

It's hard for me to give but they all tell me I'm gifted
Oh oh oh
I know that I want closure
About my brother

And I know that I been closed up
Since a youngin
Ain't talk about emotions
Just talk about the Rollers

How they take my life just cause of my skin color
Ain't talk about my brother
In a while
I ain't see your grave if I do I probably cry

Still callin' your number you don't reply uh
I wonder why I feel I'm dyin' inside uh
I ain't write this shit cause it been all in my head
And I don't need no chorus you gon' feel me instead

And I gave you my heart until that shit went and bled
And you ate off ny plate until you went and turned fed
Fourth and goal feel like a running back I'm caught in the red
Them red lights mean go when you intoxicated

And them bitches be on go soon as you getting famous
And my brother keep his pole he know shit gettin' dangerous
It ain't no love out here uh
I try to cry but it don't seem real

I'm all worn out of tears
Brother in that can hope he still get a pill (apeal)
And he done told me that this street shit don't mean nothin
You either die or your ass go in the jail

And when you get a kill that shit don't mean nothin
Cause either way you know you goin' to hell uh
Tell me what happened to the love that we shared
You say you're here but not all of you's there

You say I'm missin' but I'm still right here